What happened to that "dirty word"? It is so common place in my household, I feel like it is used as a revolving door. Hope hates me. Then she hates Dad, Gramma, and Feezlee the cat. In about 15 minutes she loves us just as much.
I will either ignore her or fly of the wall. I believe it is called passive aggressive. The struggle is real.
Raising a child, like Hope, is a real challenge. And our challenges are getting bigger as she ages. Some friends say, " Oh she is just acting like a teenager." Maybe so. She does have the attitude, and the flip of the hair, and the shrug of the shoulder thing down. But then comes the HATE.
There is a little rhyme that my mom taught me.
There was a little girl,
Who had a little Curl.
When she was Good,
She was very very good.
When she was bad,
She was Horrible.
A poem written many years ago by a very wise person. Hope is defiant, self centered, hateful, mean and nasty when she isn't sweet, charming and delightful.
I was called to pick her up from school this week. My hair stylist was just getting ready to add my color to the developer. I had to leave and it took me 30 minutes to get to her school. As a mom who was really needing gray roots covered up, I was not in a very pleasant frame of mind. The scenario's that went through my head on that 30 minute drive would probably shock you! Seriously, I came up with many ways to discipline her. Some of the ways involved me going to jail where I would consider it a vacation. By the time I arrived, she was done with whatever pissed her off in the first place. She broke her glasses and wasn't nice to anyone. Her mantra is..." I want attention and I want it now!"
Today Hope hated Mr. Smith.
Hope told him," I hate you and I hate Bosse High School. I'm done with you and I want out of here!" He replied perfectly, " Well Hope, I don't hate you, but I don't care how you are acting right now, when you come to school you need to work and learn." ( why can't I be that nice??) He and I talked for 15 minutes and really didn't solve any problems. Before we left, he said that she could come back the next day. And then he ended it with, tomorrow will be another day.
Of course, Hope was remorseful all the way home and didn't even ask for her Ipad, a coke or a trip to the Dollar Tree. She knew she was wrong. And she told me that she loved me. So much for all my the imaginary scenario's that sent me to jail!
Hate! It is just a word to her. It causes a rise. So, let's all just take a breath and repeat," I don't hate you, I love you no matter what." And breathe!!!
|WHEN THE HATE IS DONE...WAIT FOR IT...LOVE!|